Desired Too: Loving An Alpha Male by S.K. Lessly

Author:S.K. Lessly [Lessly, S.K.]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Jessica Watkins Presents
Published: 2015-11-22T05:00:00+00:00

Chapter Fifteen

Raquel

Ira and I had met my first year in San Francisco. We dated off and on for a while before we decided to see where we could take our relationship. When Angel mentioned that he’d come to see me months after I got to California, Ira and I had just started dating then. Things were great with us. We hung out with each other all the time. I’m not going to agree with Angel and say that I was all in love, but I thought things with Ira could actually go somewhere.

We spent a lot of time together. We visited Chinatown a lot, we went to the movies, rode the trolley everywhere, and went sightseeing, as if we were tourists new to the town. There were times when we hung out at my place or his, watching movies or playing video games.

When we decided to take our relationship to the next level, I saw no reason why things wouldn’t work out. That is, until the moment I saw his jealous side. I had never seen a man overreact so much in my life. This man was dangerous with his jealousy. Any man that looked at me or smiled at me, I swear, Ira went off, cussing at anyone, and, on a few occasions, almost coming to blows with those that didn’t take his shit.

The day I had enough and called it quits was at a party that my boss threw for our department. My boss and I were cool. We had an amazing relationship. Jay Hanover was just that kind of person you loved the instant you met him. He was a great person to work for, easygoing, funny, smart, and gay as gay could be. He didn’t keep it a secret, and I was cool with it. To each his/her own. I’m not one to judge anyone.

I took Ira with me to the company party, and, at first, he was cool. However, at one point during the party, after watching my boss hug me, touch me on my arm, or put his arm around my shoulder for too long, Ira had enough and went bananas.

He made a huge scene and almost started a fight right in the middle of the party. I seriously had to beg my boss not to call the cops on him. It was so bad that I honestly thought I would lose my job. Nevertheless, that night, I broke up with Ira. I couldn’t and wouldn’t subject myself to that kind of crazy.

Of course, since something was terribly wrong with me, I gave him another chance, and it seemed he had changed, but it didn’t last. When he started following me around everywhere I went, showing up out of the blue or questioning my every moment, I realized he was a new kind of crazy and it would only get worse from there. It took months and months of back and forth, from the beginning of our relationship right up to the end, before I decided he was too toxic for me.

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